Well hi. (more than an intro :x)

A place where I can post my thoughts & feelings and can be as boring as I wish? How nice!
Firstly, I have to say I like this font. It's nice. It makes me want to type more which means you have more to read. Muaha.
I was going to do a little introduction but then I realised that you probably only read this if you know me, so there really isn't any need.
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What the heck. HI I'M AMY. Or Amycakes as I'm known as on blogtv.
People often recognise my name and not my face, because I'm not awfully popular on youtube. This doesn't bother me at all. ^_^ I make videos for my own amusement and I am happy with where I am. I didn't set out to become 'internet famous' and have eleventy billion subscribers (cheers for the number Hatti <3).
Being where I am has made me very happy, and I would not change one thing. Not everything is perfect, but I'd be afraid that one change would alter the good that I've got out of being on here.
I have met a bunch of great people who I do love, and I really do not wish to lose any of them.
After every youtube gathering I'm only thinking about them and how I can't wait to see them at the next. That may sound silly but not to me. Gatherings make me very happy! I've only been to two in total but both of them have been some of the best days I've had in a long time.
I used to be a timid little girl who was afraid to talk to anybody outside of my own form at school because I didn't know how to just make conversation with them. I began my GCSE's at the end of year nine and I was out of my comfort zone. This anxiety disappeared almost instantly and I now find myself thinking back wondering what I was worried about. I was about to face bigger challenges in my life and could not afford to be afraid of talking to others or being alone. It was only about five years from then that I could be on my way to university, getting out and trying to make it on my own.
How I turned from that timid little girl who didn't like to socialise to a girl who travels to London to meet up with people she's never met before with nobody by my side, I don't know. But it's an amazing feeling.
I feel safe with you lot. I was scared of my own town because of the idiotic teenagers and whatnot, yet I find myself wondering the streets and tube stations of London without a care in the world, just knowing that I am with some of the best people I'll ever meet.
I love you lot so much, and I am so appreciative that you are now a part of my life. <3
I feel I'm drifting from my best friends at school and but knowing that I have people that I am even closer to is a nice feeling. Plus, I don't see you as often so it makes it really special when I do. :)

Interesting first blog, eh? Not.
It just kinda poured out. I feel better now though!

If you read until the end, thank you. :D

'Til next time! Peace & love. <3